Last month the wrestling world was shocked by the untimely death of Benjamin "PAC" Satterly due to bronchial asthma. Fans and people within the industry took to social media to collectively share in their grief. AEW held a tribute show in his memory and other promotions acknowledged Satterly's death.  A video was put together by his good friend, Kevin Owens featuring WWE talent. 

"I wasn't able to post anything, I haven't posted anything (pauses) because what do you even say in a tweet, you know what I mean? 'Hey, here's this guy that was like a brother to me, that I traveled the world with, that I grew up with'. Like this bond, it's hard to articulate what these bonds mean. And then I'm supposed to do it in a tweet or like an Instagram post with 10 pictures out of the hundreds of thou – you know what I mean? None of it will do it justice."

He also said he's a bit of a perfectionist and Satterly was the same way. He feels it's impossible to give their friendship the tribute it deserves. He also feels guilty for not posting anything. 

"I start going down this path of 'who the f*** is this even for?' Who needs to know? I know and the people that matter know, you know what I mean? The people in our circle, his wife, his mom, me, my wife – my wife was extremely close too, she's profoundly affected by it. All of our close friends, all the guys we came up with, he meant something different to everybody. So you're allowed to just have that." 

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